You see, this blog of mine is not something that’ll turn *just* into a book. For sure won’t end up as simple tool of development or something you and I relate as Fashion. It’a not part of a trend but it’s sure the beginning of a movement.

I’m quite a nasty human being: I look for fame and power just like any other artist. And I wanna be honest with you; I’m nothing but a pig inside. But, putting away my ego or my flaws, my main interest, mission, is to inspire the world. To change it, to make it better. The main goal is to eliminate the mental barriers that keep us from creating, from being ourselves.

We’re unique! Everyone has something special to give as a contribution to the Universe. Just think for a second and see how special you are!

Could you imagine waking up in a five stars hotel, in a body of the Popular? How would you feel? What would you do?

I would be just like a phoenix! Fire up my wings and create something the world has never seen before. I’d pour my soul out! I’d  sew my vision on top of the world. But then, I wouldn’t fulfill my dream in a different body; With a different name… Which wouldn’t be me. And now that I think of. All those famous people out there are dreamers, just like you and me. Hard workers who planed and worked their asses up the ladder so they could face the sky and lead the world. There’s no sense to dream of become a Somebody, just like Him or Her. The best way is to become You. And say what you want but once you puke that fear out of yourself; You’re limitless. You’re the god of your life! And nothing; Nothing but yourself can stop you from owning the world.

Think of it like this: We’re all superstars! I know I’m my mother’s VIP, my best friend’s and my significant other’s too. We’re all stars for at least a dozen of people. A dozen of ’em following us no matter what; Loving us for being who we are.

So start shining and show your brand. Create through passion and love!


Planting Seeds

Five years ago I said to myself: “Here’s where my life begins”. Today, while looking through the window of the office, sipping coffee and looking for inspiration. I see the clouds and their discrete movement, just like our lives, slow by sight yet fast by past. Five years. Five chapters, all here, in this head of mine.

Come, do this thing with me. Take a few breaths and ask yourself the following questions: Where will you be in 5 years? What will you do? Sounds like a long time, right?! Now think of the past. What have you done in the past few years? Enumerate a couple of events. Highlight your main achievements.

We learn things, we grew and each day we’re more and more experienced.

Life is a gift and time is its currency. We live only once. How will you spend your time? How will you show the world that this gift of yours is well used? Nobody has the power to tell us what to do. And we know there’s no right or wrong way to live it but what’s your signature? You and I; We’re on our own. And the whole world awaits us to lead our paths. 

Sit down every now and then and listen to heartbeat, to all your wants and wishes. Realize how rapidly time goes through your fingers and make the necessary changes. Spice things up in that life of yours, make exactly the way you’re picturing right now. What’s stopping you?

I remember my first Five Years plan, doodled on the cover of a magazine. Pinned all my dreams and poured all my thoughts till I turned my little plan into a seed, then a tree and today, I’m harvesting its fruits. You can do it too!

A plan helps us to see in the future, to create our future; To sketch the things we want in our lives, just like designing a house. But instead of a house, I styled my life. And the best part is that we get to come back to it and reshape it. It’s ours; Our own personal project. We check the progress of the journey, make a few changes, throw the things no longer relevant and add new ideas and paths. Isn’t Life just wonderful?

Expand your existence and shape the living experience.

The Now

I guess you stayed too much locked inside your tiny box. You know that living in the past is not healthy and it’s quite tiring, even hurting!

So all those tears, all that crying or wining are just a waste of time. Won’t resolve anything for sure! In fact It’ll probably make you loose even more of your precious time.

Each chapter in our life is a unique an rewarding journey. Each, written once and continued by a new one. We always go forward, no mater what. So we better grab all our remained resources to put that smile of ours where it belongs.  We all move on and on. That’s the journey, that’s the beauty! So come on, pack up things and let’s move on together. Let’s live like no one had ever lived before. Live the Now!

In September, two years ago, I left the nest for the first time. I went to study abroad, built up a brand new life and, for six months I had quite the time! Met amazing people, did a lot of cool things and finally had my first tattoo, the little peace sign I inked on my left wrist.  As I said, amazing things happened. All that toxic independence, unlimited freedom and undefined happiness that I got acquainted with, ended. I finished the semester, so I had to pack my shit and go home, to my old life, where everything was exactly how I left it. At least what I felt at first.

I changed. I grew, I opened my eyes!

Everything around me was different. The air was thinner, my old friends were different, the city, smaller, and my skin… My skin became stiff and tight. I felt like a ticking bomb! But then, after a while, it grew back. It fit me perfectly once more. I moved on, new chapters came. Not bigger but good enough. I started see the other side of things, to be thankful for what I have in life and others don’t. I learned how to be thankful for every little thing I got, which brought the wings I once lost!

Some chapters are so perfect that it’s almost impossible to close and put them on  that little scrap book of ours. And you know why? Because we are afraid. Like we are afraid of death, we’re equally afraid of the thought of “What if this is the best thing I’ll ever have in my life?”

And this thought hit me when one of my relatives once said: “Live it cause this may be the last great thing in your life”. It went on and on in my head. Thinking that maybe, just maybe! I could still milk a couple of memories out of this “greatest and maybe last” chapter of mine. But now. Right Now! I know that it’s so NOT TRUE. Being here, breathing and doing whatever I’m doing will always be better than what I did moments  ago, yesterday or back in Those times. Always!

Now I know that there are no such things of “last great chapters” because all things are great in life. Life itself is wonderful. And I see my future, I see my chapters: bigger and better. Filled with everything I’ve dreamed of. That’s for sure!

So starting Now, all past chapters are closed. There’s nothing left on my path but the Now. And the Now is amazing!

The Next Step

The time has come for me to go home. My voluntary program has ended and here I am,  on the middle of a bed, between tears, clothes and souvenirs, looking at the screen of my laptop, counting the minutes I have left. Smiling gratefully, thinking about the past moments, the great friends I made and the experience I had. The time and how well I spent it.

I had the chance to lead, to create and to improve. To inspire, to move and to change the ones who believed in me. Freedom gets itself a brand new meaning and all those  wounds from my past  are finally closed. Today I move on, Today I’m here, I exist and I’m living the Now.

 So here it goes, friends and family: I’m releasing my first E-book in less than five months!

I’m putting together dozens of pages that’ll bring you closer to me, to my vision and my believes. A motivational book that will push your limits, make you believe in yourself, want more from life  and accept, accept the way you are.

A book about individual freedom, love and prosperity.

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More to share about my personal project in the upcoming months. Till then release, I invite you to take part of my “I Live” journey, happening on The Midnight Pill blog.

Thank you all for reading my work  for the past months. Thank you for inspiring me, motivating and pushing me to create more. Hope that you’ll keep holding my hand and continue my journey, our journey, even further!